Thursday, March 06, 2008

A Test of Strength...


I am doing my absolute best to keep my spirits up while being apart from my new husband Troy. He had to return to Australia only 10 days after we were married. Not the easiest way to start a new marriage!
So now the visa process is underway and I am really trying to stay positive that it will all go through and be approved sooner than later. And not only because I miss Troy terribly, but because I am also almost 8 weeks pregnant! My biggest fear is me waddling off the plane ready to go and Troy missing out on all the wonder that pregnancy brings (ie. sore back/boobs, swollen ankles, weight gain, etc., etc. - oh joy!). I have been sending him a photo of my belly for each week we are apart to keep him in the loop!
I know I am being tested for strength here - being apart from hubby, newly pregnant, losing a dear friend and beautiful person, planning to relocate to another country far away, and the list goes on. I will get through I know!

Debrah


I feel at a complete loss. My dear client-turned-friend Debrah has passed away. I am in shock and have no idea how to lift myself back up. A beautiful woman, a compassionate wife, a devoted, loving mother. I ask myself again and again, why? This loss will be felt for a long time by all of her family, friends and anyone who has ever had the pleasure of being touched by her amazing, luminous smile.

I love you Debrah and will always keep you close in my heart.